Why so serious?

Heath Ledger was the guy on broke back mountain, and he played a knight in a Knight's tale but he out did himself when the world saw him as the Joker. I wouldn't even know that he was in the movie until the credits. hahaha. It's probably because I didn't expect such a beautiful face can actually portray The Joker with all the make up and all. heheh.. I just have to say this.. I cant get over that performance.. Yahoo.. 2 thumbs up to you!! And may you rest in peace....

Mo twistah

hahhaha.. monday and i am home listening to mo twister. The guy has a point sometimes though if you listen good you'd know this guy has issues.. heheh who doesn't?

Boredom!

“Work spares us from three evils: boredom, vice, and need”
“Boredom: the desire for desires”
“Life swings like a pendulum backward and forward between pain and boredom”
“The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity.”
“The word aerobics comes from two Greek words: aero, meaning "ability to," and bics, meaning "withstand tremendous boredom”
“Uncertainty and mystery are energies of life. Don't let them scare you unduly, for they keep boredom at bay and spark creativity.”
“Procrastination avoids boredom; one never has the feeling that there is nothing important to do”
“In order to live free and happily, you must sacrifice boredom. It is not always an easy sacrifice.”

Sunday Morning

After spending 10 hours in bed.. I have to be up and bathe. It's sunday and i make it a point to hear mass before anything else. Hmmm its my day off but I start the day early like 4:45 to be exact. And that's if am not drunk.Hahaha.. showing two different psyche in one paragraph. Last night my friend invited me for a night out but nah not tonight i chose to be home to be able to attend mass. The choices we made really depends on the mood we are in. Even though am eaten up by boredom, alone and nobody's around to talk to.. sleep always is where all else is forgotten. ( I dont make sense!)

I was always told to find distractions so that life wouldn't be a bore. I wanted to do a lot of things.. learn some exotic language, play musical instrument and go back to school or go to the gym. As i try to put my mind on it... i always end up too tired to commit! And am back flat on my belly on my bed. Loafing, dreaming with eyes wide open. And then am bored again. But never am i bored on a Sunday. I have a lot of things to think of. Father always give me a lot of things to think about...

Wahhh am not making sense!!

dubai!!

Some of my friends even my sister and cousin has been asking me to go to Dubai. They already found work and finally 'settled' in there for just 2 mos. they're enjoying there. But me? my initial reaction to that would be... why the hell will i be going to Dubai? What am I going to do there? And of course they would say WORK. what else? Yes, I must admit that going to another country and getting a job is a great opportunity. Of course, pay would be good and hmmmm alot of people would be living a good life if I'd be earning more than what I earn now... and yet I still am pondering if I'm going or not? hahaha..

For the record, my boyfriend's not here either so what is keeping me from going?
I dont have a passport, havent processed my papers yet.(and i'm not doing all that cuz am procrastinating. This is the only reason as to why I cannot go and work in Dubai.)
I think life there would be complicated... hmmm.. there's no place like home.
I'm such a coward, I'm afraid to live a life outside my comfort zone.
I'm earning ok right now and I can still compensate for all my expenses.
An dyes I thought of another excuse... I don't have money yet.. (but if im ready, it's probably my sister whose going to pay for everything..)
Really...why am I still here? I dunno... In God's time. I'll be ready. hahaha