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We have become so consumed of ourselves we always want to be on the front of everything. Now that technology and media can be done by almost everyone in a click of a button. The worldwide web makes the world a lot smaller. Porn is easier to access, stalking and checking on others has become real easy (infidels are scared to show their faces on cameras; lest you will be tag and the rest is history), missing someone has become a physical thing (if you know what i mean), voting, buying and other things can now be done online. Whatever happened to reading a book to kill time?Ancient history that's what happened. I have been wanting to read back because my to read list is getting longer, more books are on my shelf dusty and unread. Just another part of the fixtures now. Clicking facebooking and reading friends' updates has become easier and interesting though not as interesting as reading a book but is more interactive.

Challenge!

I am challenging myself to read and finish - Great Expectations by Charles Dickens. Wow I just can't help not buying one book from that great bookstore. Kinokuniya Bookshop in Dubai Mall - it was so big and I felt like I was in a library. The books were just calling me, oh how great they smell. I of course bought the cheapest book I found. But I am looking forward to finish this up. I have to and if I can do Jane Eyre as well. I miss the smell of book. Finally. I hope I will have much time on reading and less on facebook-ing. :)

I might be watching yacht/dhow race tomorrow with Lai she invited me and hope I will be able to wake up early and enjoy the sun.I had a dose of frisbee late this afternoon with Che2 and her boyfriend. :)

Eid Mubarak!

It has been a rowdy 3 days. I'm even not sure what today is. I know I have already missed a few days on my journal but hey I was out having a life hehe. I thought everybody having a holiday would actually make Dubai loose income or something like that but I was wrong because restaurants, amusement center, parks and malls are packed with people. There is business after all.

Day 1: we went to crash a friend's Eid party. That house party was the lamest.
Day 2: we went and play billiards and did walking exercise due to a certain friend who does not know the difference between near and far. After the long walk we took a water taxi called and abra. Since it was almost 2am there was nothing on the other side but closed shops. So we just took a few pictures and went back via abra still. And everybody was starving at 3am so we had late dinner/breakfast at a restaurant called marrybrown. Actually it's a fastfood chain and we ate chicken and fries. Busog!
Day 3: I arrive home at about 5am already and I had to get home because I promised my flatmates I'd be going with them to Wild Wadi - a water park here in Dubai. Too bad I just got my period but twas ok still because I wasn't up for it given that I was home only 5am - I needed some sleep. And I did get lots of it. Woke up at about 1pm did some laundry watched Easy A. Got a message from Katy that they'd be coming to go enjoy Stargate - a amusement/theme park here. We'll I was not going to stay home so I went and had loads of fun. We'll i have been through it but I did it again because I was with friends. We went go-karting (track was pretty small though) and of course skating. I didn't want to show off but we'll I was better than any of them. I did not want to go in at first because I have no cash but damn they look so miserable in the rink. I have to go in and inspire them as what my friend Lai told me. I hope I inspired them because they really we're trying hard to learn.
Day 4: Head ached due to too much sleep. Got 7 missed calls and 2 messages. My cousin is in town and would like to invite me for dinner and yes. And we finally had frisbee as well.

That was my laag-streak week. :) Body ached but i had fun.

I think I need to be inlove.

I really think and feel that it's about time I fall inlove again. But really you can never say when you will find that person you will have a connection with. But dear Lord, I hope in time I will or he will find me. I'm really lonely. Nobody to talk to at the end of the day - to cuddle, to fight with. I need another person to talk to apart from a friend I need a person to love. I want somebody to make plans with.


please faceless stranger,
do come find me.
I might be in danger
for loneliness has been my constant company.



It must be the sad songs that my roommate is playing- giving me these thoughts. But really what would/should I do to find you?? Am I rushing? yes maybe I am. I don't want to end up alone. Life wouldn't be as happy and meaningful as it supposed to be. I have to have a family. Should I change the direction of my life? Am I looking at the right track? Dear Lord I ask for your help and guidance on this one. Amen.

Good day => Bad Day

Wohoo it's Wednesday again and in about 12minutes Dubai time it'll be Thursday - Im hoping for a clean fun weekend. I hope the boss will finally announce when we will be having our long holiday. I have not yet confirmed what to do but I hope it'll be fun and fun! ehehe.

The days passed by so quickly - me getting drunk felt like yesterday. But hey it's not like I'm complaining Im good Im just sayin'. By the way weather is cool compare to the normal Dubai weather. I think I love winter - I will have to buy cute winter outfits, if I still have the cash! :)

Anyways I hate being told especially if you're not a boss r I dont work for you. I just got pissed off with my flatmates. I thought I was okay but I was really actually kinda angry but who cares what they think- can't I live my life the way I want it. If I dont fuckin' want to give you catsup that's not my problem. Im a bit greedy yes, it's just that I hate needy people. We are not family we just happen to live together. Me and my words! bow.

Maya

What's with my name? I actually got this from a girl I so like. Not homo-like but just her personality, the way she dress. She has taste!! I met her last year when I was still working in Abu Dhabi she was a family friend of the people I lived with there. I saw her facebook page and yes I so like her outfits. Though she is not considered pretty but she's not ugly as well. She's just a very interesting character and I want to be friends with her but sadly I moved back to Dubai - too bad I never really had the chance. But anyways at least her page is open to the public and I can view pictures. cute!

Now Im wondering what's the kickers she's wearing I super want one! wahehe. Ok back to reality. My day was pretty fine. I don't want to get affected with small things. Happiness is a choice!! And by the way tonight I bought a new pair of work shoes and its very comfortable - I hope it's durable too :(. hehe.

Youtubed Pinoy pride and saw Joey Ayala. much praise to this guy he is totally good and cool. He should be given Sir-dom or in Pinas we gave him the Manong Joey title hehe. And another guy I listened to which was pretty relaxing was Donovan Something - with his song 'free'. :0



Sleep with me. Night!

Pimple Attack!!!

Pimples. I have lots of it and it just stays there.. sometimes none of it may be there but it always, always comes back and leave with a super nasty mark. I have never live my life flawlessly(?) right now I have spent so much just to get this off but damn no results yet. It's still there :( . I have always been super conscious especially when pictures are taken - I hate close-ups that's for sure. I don't want other people to think I'm not taking care of myself and I have no hygiene just because of this pimpled face. I have been having this problem ever since college.!! I have alot of what ifs but as they say you can never have everything. But I thank God I have everything I need to function as a normal human being. Thank you LORD!! Amen.

At home we call pimples on our faces craters, talugi, bugas-bugas. Eventhough this seems to be hopeless I hope someday, one day I will be able to flaunt a beautiful radiant skin. I hope I'm not going to be too old to enjoy being beautiful. Its not very important but knowing how it feels would be at least a great thing it would make a life more interesting. :)

Someday!

What's up with my life?

Hmmm I was very sure I had something thought up already for tonight's entry but I guess I just forgot. I forgot to write again yesterday - I was up all night yet it really slipped off my mind and now this. Hmpf! forgetful me.

Anyways, today as soon as I got home I had some snacks then I took a nap - I was really tired and sleepy maybe because I slept at about 2ish already. And I had a late dinner with the food I've prepared yesterday which is surprisingly still palatable so I make do of what I have and ate it. But dessert was the best because I bought a 1L Double Chocolate London Dairy last week!!!- wohoo eat your hearts out but I'm gonna eat this solo till the last scoop!! hehe.


Just checked my Fb account and yes I was tagged on my weekend escapade. Meeen I didnt want my mom to think I've been drinking too much here (though I think I am already :)) Anyways. what's done is done at least the pictures weren't that bad. And I was even amazed I don't look drunk on it. hehehe.




my friend hiyas finishing off Mr. JOse!

Wasted time.

ok so I was out yesterday night and I miss to put something in here. So let me make up with that and tell you all about what happened on my Thursday. Well work is not worth talking about but all is well - I think my boss feels me. I think he knows what I kinda think and that's weird or maybe I'm just too predictable.

After work I had dinner at home because I was gettin' ready to go out. Last night or should I say this morning I had been all wasted. We started drinking at midnight and oh hell yeah I was drunk all the way - I never got that drunk and throw up for a long time. Haha laughed at myself how I looked and the thought was running on my mind as I puked - I will never drink again. I always have this thought whenever I got too drunk and do stupid things.



Tequila has always this effect on me. Hiyas, Apol, her boyfriend and I finished the one bottle of Mr. Jose. I was never really a fan of tequila because I had a bad expeirence with it. But i got no choice but to participate since I was there. And Apol's boyfriend prepared a delicious dinner before we started off. At Aboout 6am we were done and I was supposed to be home but damn I was DRUNK - thank God I fell asleep and got home by 9:30am. All wasted I slept through the whole day! Gosh how I have wasted my days doing such activities. (hehe) and I was supposed to be spending the day with my Cousin in the park playing frisbee but darn I could not move - sleeping was the only way to go. I guess I'll have to wait another weekend to try out that supposed new 'sport/hobby' of mine.


this is the 5th of november entry - late due to no internet connection.

Ms. Independent

Wohoo finally got new songs on my phone/alarm clock/ music player/camera. I was able to find a compatible card reader and viola!! more songs and am able to see my pictures taken on my all-in-one technology as well.

My day was not so eventful - it was a usual day in the office (work,work, facebook, chat, work, repeat). And I even decided to have a new hobby and that is going to be Frisbee - totally looks easy I bet I can do it (hehe i hope). Already made a date with the cousin for a day in the park this weekend. That was why I went out this evening to go look for a frisbee disc (however its called Im not sure yet). I found one but it has the Disney princesses on it and its too small - ending of my excursion for that disc is a 1litre Double Chocolate Ice cream. yumyum. Even though its late night I of course ate much! :) Anyways will continue looking for Frisbee disc tomorrow and eating my doube chocolate ice cream. Oh Yeah!! I love independence!

I always remember what my father told me when I decided to leave home for the first time " Do not worry about us here, we have one another - worry about yourself and take care" Owww I'm not a Papa's girl but I miss pa and ma as i was reminiscing that scene.

Thanks Wednesday! I don't knw how to get through the week without you! <3

youtubing!

My face has been glued to the lappy since I got home. I am watching too much youtube.I'm definitely laughing my ass off with the WangFu Production. Hilarious and real - really made me thankful to be Asian. :) Tehee.

And now it's 12midnight and I need to get some sleep. Wednesdays are my favorite hope ill have a good one tomorrow. Ciao!

Link for WangFu channel: http://youtube.com/wongfuproductions

Oh how lazy I am these days too -I started a book when the internet was out and now I cant finish it because im addicted to youtube and wes (hihi)... I'm half-way Jayne Eyre (when will I have the time? i don't know!)

If you believe it, you can achieve it.

Today I believed that I will be able to put on a sick face so that I will be believable when I say I am not feeling well. I don't know if they believed me but I did go home earlier than expected - detour to the mall. I went to a New Look store and got this bag on sale. I've been eye-ing this for months now - thank God it was 50% off.




Bus and train ride today was free maybe the RTA had some kind of a celebration. My boss and co-workers were all fine today - I have not receive a scolding from them. It was all fine yet I don't know what got into me that I decided to go home. Had a not-so healthy lunch @ 3pm at Marry brown. Yet now I feel that I need more time before this day will be over. 24-hours goes by so fast these days. :) Anyways, tomorrow will be a better and brighter day (I hope).

Happy Halloween!!!