I'm back

I only get to visit this page whenever am bored. Bored meaning nothing much to do. For the last few weeks there has been drastic changes in my life I lose my job(not my fault) but then I found a better one. I almost decided to go back home where all would be well and I don't need to worry because I am in my comfort zone. But here, in this very different land I was frightened. Even though I have my sister, cousin and friends here they can only say so much but it's always me(myself) who gets to feel everything the pain the 'paranoia' that life may bring on the decisions I've made. I was on a very low point in my life (i think?) but the one person I thought I could count on was never to be seen(not literally though). I had enough of expecting so much of a person who SEEM not to care or probably has issues of his own. I wasn't contented of being frightened I added up and broke my own heart by deciding to let go of him. I don't see any reason for us to stay together(not literally cuz we're world's apart). We live thousand miles away, in 3 years we have a year of that together and I could say maybe I really never knew him. But anyway, life goes on. I may be wounded and broken but I'm still strong enough to pick myself up and move on.

There I've said it. Whew!