A Break-Up letter

Hello Dan!

It's been quite a long time since I last spoke to you except for last night (hehe). This is actually an official break up letter if there is such - I'm making my own especially for you. I have gone through the days without you and I'm happy that I can because I know there will be nothing more to us than distance… I think I am not the one for you - I wished (so hard) that you were and I was and we were meant to be but I don’t think so. I did love you but more of it was I was in love with the idea of being in love. You have nobody I had none so we fill that void of loneliness in each other thus we feel much better – thinking we're in love. I have learned some things from you may it be good or bad. I thank you for that. This may sound so irrelevant already since I've mentioned before that we are done Dan!! but I want you to agree and tell me what you think. Say that you want to stop this and let's move on.. You actually are a perfect husband material but er not for me I think. Maybe someday I would regret my decision of letting you go but I will be taking a different direction now. I changed my mind in getting married and have kids before 30.. I want to realize a dream before am 30 - there are too many things to be done. I'm too independent, too stubborn I lack sweetness, care and all the prerequisites of becoming a good wife/mother. Heehehe. By the way, I hate having someone who's never here so maybe if I let you go I may find somebody who's within reach. Please understand. I have waited. You have waited and maybe this time lets call it quits. Done. Move on. See what else is in store for us.

Thank you for everything. This may be the most common break-up line: It's not you.. it's me.. yet it is so true, I cant waste my time waiting and you cant either. Lets move on. Ok? Please tell me what you think. Ive said this too many times but I really really meant it that this is Goodbye. I'm still going to be a friend to you and hope you to me.

Praying for your future,

Maya


note: he was not emotional in reading the letter which has been sent through email. we are 2 people who think more than feel more. of our 3 yrs - 2 yrs of it has been spent away from each other. hmmm LDR never really works. i guess. i havent shed a tear.. am such a heartless bitch. am more of taking logical decisions than basing things on what i feel... such a sad life. this runs in the blood nobody is spared...